^.^

finally the exams were finished..

feel so relief..

suddenly all the study burdens were gone..

feel so light in me..

xD

ok.. now still left FYP..

FYP progress ---> 95%..

woohooo........

soon i will be really free...

free!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No No...

still need to search for new school to further on my stuyd~

Go gO GO~

最

总觉得

最近

时间过得

特别快

特别特别快

转眼间

距离

最终考试

只剩下

两个礼拜

心里开始

有点担心了

还有

最担心的就是

我的FYP

惨惨惨~

只能对自己

说

加油吧！

bla..

final exam soon~

december 1st 2nd and 3rd...

before that

still need to complete few assignments

and presentations..

hoho..

fyp still in progress..

hand in after final exam...

very 87 about fyp..

adu adu...

never mind~

just do it~

hehe =P

=P

细雨的夜晚

反复的音乐

平静的心情

没人知道

我的到来

我回来咯

home sweet home~

=P

C.R.A.P

sometimes i really dun get it..

why is it always like that..

but what to do with it..

NOTHING!

there is nothing i can do..

today is just an ordinary day..

i wish that i could make some difference with today..

perhaps somethings special in it..

but it just doesn't work..

not as what i have wished for..

i cant make everything goes as the way i wanted to..

never will.. ~.~

HAHA! enough crapping...

now i am worried about my fyp..

cham cham cham..

what to do..

i only can put more efforts in it..

*.*

from now onwards..

there are no more holidays until the semester finish..

OMG.. cant back to my sweet sweet home..

T.T HAIZ!

what to do..

perhaps fast fast finish off assignment..

then can back home during weekend time..

i miss my home badly~

i think..

till here i shall stop writting..

LAZY already..

LAZY

LAZY

LAZY...

i wonder..

why people always like to use lazy as a reason to decline anything..

why

why

why??

okokokok..

enough

enough

enough..

THE END~

habis cerita~

星期五 Friday Jumaat

星期五

一直都是我很喜欢的一天

因为呢

星期五我可以睡到九点多

虽然六和日也可以

星期五不用到学校去上课

只有拜一到四上课

星期五我能回去我的家乡

不过这次我没有回

星期五我可以很悠闲的过

整天就是无所事事

星期五我把一切抛在后头

让一切留到拜六拜日

还有还有。。。

星期五的月亮特别园又亮

因为明天是中秋节

中秋节快乐~

doom

明天开始考试了

不过我还没学书

惨咯惨咯~

死不没有心要学

怎么办怎么办

哈哈哈哈

自身自灭吧~

每天的明天

开斋节假期完咯

很短很短的假期

觉得有点不太够

很想放假长一点

不过那是不行的

因为呢，因为呢

有很多很多功课

原本是打算把功课

带回SA做完

可是，我只做了一点点

回去之后根本都

没有心要做

回去就只懂得

吃喝玩乐睡觉

惨啊！！！

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

每次回去后

回来的心情

都是不一样

不懂为什么

总觉得好累

好累好累好累

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

好啦。。。

不说了。。。

收拾心情。。。

迎接接下来。。。

的每天每天。。。

就期待每天的明天吧。。。

0932

第三个礼拜又过了

不知不觉的就这样完了

这一个礼拜呢

比较轻松把

可能是功课的进度好吧

希望就这样继续保持下去

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

这几天超级想家

不懂为什么

就很想很想回去

很快的我就能回咯

Raya假期要到了

哈哈哈哈哈哈

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

就突然想起这一首歌

很好听的一首旧歌

听听看吧。。

lalelilolu~

很快的两个星期过了

这一个学期

比之前的学期

忙上很多

就因为FYP的关系吧

很多东西要做

累死了。。。

只能跟自己说加油吧~

XD

#___#

时间过得真快

下个星期一我又开学啦

上个学期的成绩真的是烂透极了

已经做好心理准备

知道会得到那样的成绩

所以看了成绩后并没有很惊讶

只能怪自己-越来越懒惰

每次都心不在焉

做什么事都无心无力

每次提醒自己不可以那样

不过还是没有用

惨惨~

好啦好啦。。

这一个新的学期

真的要好好来了

哈哈。。

每次新的学期都讲一样的东西

不过这次真的希望我真的会很用功

毕竟这是我最后一个学期了(diploma only)

好好好好好好好好好~

就这样说好了。。

这一个学期一定要好好来~

哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈~

...

我
不

知
到
要
写
什
么
好

最
近
有
点
乱

分享 分享

最近超级喜欢这一首歌



《原来爱》

演唱:白吉胜(Ben)　女声:雅立


忘了吗
忘了多远
多少次多少句诺言
忘不了的谁
挥之不去的缘
依然心动
多少年

熟悉陌生的画面
唤醒封印的思念
注定什么样的你
继承蔓延的思绪
留下牵挂的日记

风划过我的脸
带我回到好远
那一天

原来啊爱
是为了你存在
深藏在几世间
在爱醒来之前
原来时间
走过的每一天
都只是期待着
我和你相遇的起点

梦里是谁的香味
提醒尘封的眷恋
而今什么样的你
是否也想念曾经
曾经牵挂的字句

风带走了从前
却带不走你我的时间

原来啊爱
是为了你存在
深藏在几世间
在爱醒来之前
原来时间
走过的每一天
都只是期待着
我和你相遇的起点

原来爱
是为了你存在
深藏在几世间
早在爱能醒来之前
原来时间
走过的每一天
都只是期待着
我和你相遇的起点

原来啊爱
是为了你存在
深藏的某一段
是谁借了却忘了还
原来时间
是剪不断的圆
就这样遇见你
要继续未完的遗憾

天气

最近的天气真的是热到不行

死不87

就连睡个午觉都满头大汗

害我不能好好享受午觉

再加上烟雾

出去都觉得不好受

空气中带点臭臭的气味

视线的可见度竟然只有一米
（开玩笑的，没那么严重XD）

哎哟 哎哟

雨啊雨~

快点来 快点来

我想死你啦~~

很想像照片里的小孩
被大雨淋。。

冷冷的

冷冷的早上

冷冷的空气

冷冷得音乐

冷冷的相思

冷冷的幸福

放假

好久没来了

最近也不懂写些什么

所以就干脆一点

什么都不用写

不过今天心血来潮

就随便写写一下吧

不过写什么好呢？

其实我不知道写什么

就。。随便啦。。

总之有一些字出来就可以了

所以呢

这次就到此为止吧

哈哈

还是去睡个午觉好！

不想睡

三点咯！
虽然已经是很累很累了
不过就是不想睡觉
不懂在舍不得些什么
总之就是不想睡

原本我很想用
这一个漫长的夜晚
用用华语
慢慢的
写写部落格

写了一半
我就delete了
原因是
我的华语不怎么好
怎么写都觉得怪怪的

结果我不写了
不懂要怎么表达
我想说的

所以我选择
留给自己。。

考试完咯
原本应该是很开心的
可是就不是说很开心
也没有很不开心
可是就是有那么一点点不开心
*我乱了*

放假了
突然觉得少了什么似的
感觉几空虚几落魄一下

这一个夜晚
很安静。。

Happiness

Love moves others to love you in return.

Joy gives you the strength to cope with challenges.

Peace helps you to keep your relationships free of strife.

Long-suffering enables you to stay happy even under trail.

Kindness draws others to you.

Goodness on your part makes others respond when need help.

Faith will assure you of god's loving direction.

Mildness will bring me calmness of heart, mind, and body.

Self control means that your mistakes will be fewer.

*__*

tomorrow is the starting of my final examination ler..

4 subjects to go in 2 weeks time...

this semester extremely dun have the fighting mood of study..

getting lazier and lazier...

OMG~

better start study right now~

GO GO go....

pray for me guys~

and jyjy to all of ppl that having exams~~!

GOOD LUCK!

~.~

+__+

没有去上课的日子

整天呆家里的日子

电话没有响的日子

整天对着那四四方方的荧幕

上网上到腻了

听歌听到累了

这样的日子

还真是几空虚一下

~.~

5th July 2009

its sunday again~

one more week to the start of my final exam...

feels that this sem ended extremely fast...

finish with assignments then the final exams are coming...

it's kinda rush....

but still need to face it..

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"弱者等待机会，强者争取机会，智者创造机会。"

"The weak one waits for the opportunity, the powerhouse strives for the opportunity, the wise creates the opportunity."

a friend of mine showed me this phrase...

let u guys think think about it...

for me..

I WILL NEVER QUIT !!!

*go go power ranger~*
*oppss, it's too kiddo*

=p

woo hoo

hmmmm

finally...

all of the given assignment were done....

can relax awhile ler..

hehe.........

now waiting for presentation only ler..

hehehe....

o.0

i always hate exam because :

1. its in the end of the semester.

2. i have to spend so much time in studying >.<

3. i did not sleep enough :(

4.Always me got stress.

5.And ...........

28th june 2009

wah wah wah...
it's another Sunday...
haiyo~~
why i felt like May and June are passing so damn fast..
did you people feel the same way??
hmm...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

soon is final le loo..
2 more weeks i think...
now still busy with those ASSIGNMENTS..
SIEN~~!!!
quite hate it especially when i already tried so hard for it..
but end up with people said that i did nothing...
i rather solo than keep forcing and criticized by other people...
si be hate it...

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

OMG~
i haven't study for my Traffic & Highway PT2..
it's on Tuesday..
LOLOLOL...
nvm..
i still got Monday night for it..
=p

^^

all i ever wanted..

is a simple way to get over you..

finally now i know......

no matter how long it takes me..

i will never quit..

XD

sunday --- 21st june 2009

today i planned to do some of my assignment.

but i didnt do it at all..

oMg~

feel so lazy..

and i feels that there is something went wrong..

hmm.. don't care le...

sunday finish ler..

whole world around...

Daniel Powter - Whole World Around


Life's been good, I can't complain so far
Designer clothes, expensive caviar
And gated homes to keep the wolves at bay
Tinted glass to hide my guilt and shame

Neon signs and vagrants at the door
Broken values, needles, liquor stores
And won't somebody help me to believe
Help me to deny the things I see

Now whatever comes your way
Sometimes you win, sometimes you lose
But when it all comes down you make it through

You got the whole world around
You got the whole world around
Something tells me not to make a scene
Open up your heart and let me in

I've traveled far enough to meet my own demise
Seems like every one I know still wears the same disguise
Take me, rape me, push me down
As long as I'm understood
Like the soldiers view from the bunkers to
The towers on Park Avenue, yeah yeah yeah...

Something tells me not to make a scene
Open up your heart and let me in

You got the whole world around
You got the whole world around
Something tells me not to make a scene
Ah... open up yor heart and let me in

You got the whole world around
You got the whole world around

You got the whole world around
You got the whole world around

(You got the)got the whole world around
(You got the)You got the whole world around

(Yeah)You got the whole world around

Yeah, open up your heart and let me in!
Don't be...

hulala~

Row, row, row your boat,

Gently down the stream.

Merrily, merrily, merrily, merrily,

Life is but a dream.


i wish that i..........
too many wishes ler..
cannot list it out..
so i will just keep those wishes in my heart..
haha...
never think that i still got time to hang around here..
should be studying now because tomorrow having test..
but don't know why this semester i extremely "no heart" to study..
omg omg..
i know i cannot be like this...
so here i stop..
go to study...
hope i can concentrate well on my studies..

XD

L.o.v.E

love is like a riddle..

i am trying to figure it out..

trying so hard..

i am so scared..

but i don't show it..

and i don't know why...

well...

hmmmm...

do i deserve another chance??

...

i hope i do...

=p

I wish I could save you..

Simple Plan - Save You


Take a breath,
I’ll pull myself together.
Just another step until I reach the door
you’ll never know the way,
it tears me up inside to see you
I wish that I could tell you something to take it all away.

Sometimes I wish I could save you
there’s so many things that I want you to know
I won’t give up till it’s over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know

When I hear your voice,
it’s drowning in the whispers
your just skin and bones
there’s nothing left to take
and no matter what I do
I can’t make you feel better
if only I could find the answer
to help me understand

Sometimes I wish I could save you
there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till its over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know
that If you fall, stumble down,
I’ll pick you up off the ground.
If you lose faith in you,
I’ll give you strength to pull through.
Tell me you won’t give up,
cause I’ll be waiting here if you fall
you know I’ll be there for you
if only I could find the answer,
to take it all away
Sometimes I wish I could save you
there's so many things that I want you to know
I won't give up till its over
if it takes you forever, I want you to know
ohh, ohh
I wish I could save you...
ohh, ohh
I want you to know...
Ohh, ohh
I wish I could save you...

words and actions..

words and actions
words and actions
words and actions

do u know what is the difference between that??

well...
words are something u say..
actions are something u do..

it's always easier to say than to do...
but..
it's best when words and actions are combined..

来悄悄，去也悄悄

hahaha....

back to kuching AGAIN....

having progress test at the moment..

but i still go back to SA..

just to play volleyball...

hahaha....

most of my friends said....

> CARZY ar you <

yea i am...

because of volleyball....

wakakkakaa...

3 days is a very very very short period..

end so quickly de...

adu adu adu...

dunno when can i touch volleyball again...

waiting for GAWAI holiday now...

then go back play volleyball AGAIN......

hahaha...

hahah...

haha...

hah...

ha...

h...

...

because of volleyball...

>>>>><<<<<

it's my life...

haha...

wahahahahahaha....

~.~

i wanna go home

i wanna go home

i wanna go home

i wanna go home

i wanna go home !!!

~~~~~~~~~~~

i miss my bed

i miss my bed

i miss my bed

i miss my bed

i miss my bed !!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~

i wanna play volleyball

i wanna play volleyball

i wanna play volleyball

i wanna play volleyball

i wanna play volleyball !!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~

i hate this semester timetable

i hate this semester timetable

i hate this semester timetable

i hate this semester timetable

i hate this semester timetable !!!

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

wakaka~

hoho...
here i am to update my bloggie...

well....
april coming really really sooooonn(think it's tomorrow)
haha..
soon i gonna go back to my lovely college to study again..
and for ur information..
my college name will be change from UCS to I.E(Institut Eksekutif)
and i have no idea why they changed it..
it doesn't bother me anyway.. =p

hmm....
during the long long holiday..
i play volleyball a lot..
and i am loving it..
=p

recently i keep listening to a song
"My Life Would Suck Without You"
sing by Kelly Clarkson
nice song~

and i wanna tell all my friend
my life really would suck without you guys..
hehe.. =p

i think i'll just stop here..
lazy to continue..XD
seeeee yaaaa~

lalala~

1151pm
raining
tired
but dun feel wanna sleep yet
awhile more maybe
listen some songs 1st

ahhh
do forget my words about last post
and i am here to post again
post about nothing this time
just anyhow write
coz my mind is quite blank right now
enjoying the rhythm of the rain

hmm..
do you guys like rain??
i like rain a lot a lot..
=p

it's march

原本计划好的一切
都bye bye了
脚步慢于常人的我
思想慢很多拍的我
胆子小之又小的我
总是面临的是那理所当然的失败
失败~失败~失败~

没关系啦
失败乃成功之母
总有一天应该会成功的吧
最好是啦 XD
哈哈

时间总是不等人
久而久之就会让人产生变化
身体的变化或是心理的变化
都有都有
像我这样总是陶醉于自己的时空的人
往往总是被时间远远的抛在后头
还有一直在原地打转的我
往往都不知道我应该知道的事情
真的是哭笑不得

"想回到过去
试着让故事继续
至少不再让你离我而去"
（周杰伦的回到过去的一部分歌词）
早知道这样，我就那样
早知道那样，我就这样
一切早知道又能怎样
过去的就过去了
再怎么想都没有用
都不能倒回去更改了（除非真的有时光机这个东西，否则一切免谈）
我们现在
能期盼的就只是那未知数的未来
希望这样，希望那样
人们就是有了这些希望才会努力
我却希望我会有更多更多的机会 =p

最近有一点点的累
睡不好
每当一躺上床
脑袋就会浮现很多很多东西
太多太多了
可能因为这样，我头上的白发有增无减
吃不好
胃口时好时不好的
大多数都不好
吃得少
希望这样我的体重会减少一些些
哈哈哈

自己说自己笑
真的是有够白痴啊！！

有人说
Love is like a butterfly,
hold it tight, it'll crush,
hold it loose, it'll fly.
为什么爱情永远就是那么的复杂？
为什么在爱情里时间总是会搞鬼？
一对恋人必须经过告白才能算数？
对爱情有太多太多的疑问了
如果我坚持下去，我就会拥有吗？
我会坚持我坚持的

现在的我
只是静静的
静静的，静静的
要做什么都不知道
每次拿起手机
脑袋里想着那再也熟悉不过的号码
打了一些字想传过去
结果没传就把它删除了
真是白痴一个



p.s. this might be my last post
a lil bit bit tired jor
next time will write again gua??
it's all depends...XD

有时候
我还真想要生病一下下
发烧，伤风，感冒，咳嗽都好
最好是病到动弹不得的那种（这是开玩笑的而已啦）
只要是生病就好

虽然
不怎么喜欢生病的感觉
不过就是想要生病
可能是太久没有生病了吧
所以想体验一下（我的头脑有问题了XD）

但是
偏偏我就是不容易生病的人
不懂是我的免疫系统太好
还是另有其因
应该没有其他原因了呱
所以说呢
为什么我的体抗力要这么好

每天
把自己弄得累累的
雨也淋了又淋
大雨小雨都一样
怎么弄都不会生病
真是有点奇怪

哎呀
随便啦
有生病和没生病
还不是都一样
日子还是得照样的过

所以
希望日子还是过的好一些吧 ^^

tell me

sometime it is very hard to tell something that you always wanted to tell

keep dragging

keep dragging

until you sensed some changes

then you will started to feel uneasy

feel miserable..

feel that why don't you just make it clear at first

but what to do..

the reason was not enough courage..

especially when you already had faced the failure more than one times

but then

there was a chance for you to do it again

but you just don't know that the chance had been given to you

and you missed it...

regrets..

so now..

should you wait for the chance to come again

or

you should create the chance for yourself

it's all depends on you....

so, what do you think?

it's valentine's day..
haha..
HAPPY VALENTINE'S TO EVERYONE

hmm..
what to do on this day hor??
for a single person like me
surely is nothing much to do
same old days..
haha..
how about u guys??
hope u ppl will have a nice valentine's day..


oh ya..
did u guys ever watched "PS I Love You"
it's a romance movie
very very nice
u ppl can try download it from the internet to watch
hehe..
and here is the PS I Love You soundtrack lyric

>>Love You Till the End by The Pogues<<

I just want to see you
When you're all along
I just want to catch you if I can
I just want to be there when the morning light explodes
On your face, it radiates
I cannot escape
I love you till the end
I just want to tell you nothing you don't want to hear
All I want is for you to say
Why don't you just take me where I've never been before
I know you want to hear me catch my breath
I love you till the end
I love you till the end
I love you till the end
I love you till the end
I just want to be there
When we're caught in the rain
I just want to see you laugh,not cry
I just want to feel you when the night puts on its cloak
I'm lost for words don't tell me
'Cause all I can say ,'I love you till the end'
I love you till the end
I love you till the end
I love you till the end
I love you till the end
'Cause all I can say ,'I love you till the end'
I love you till the end

it's a nice song...
if u wan can ask from me through MSN..
hohoho...

HAPPY VALENTINE'S TO EVERYONE again

Happy Valentine's to YOU also..

after 3

adu adu adu
afternoon's time pass very very slow one
sit so long in front of laptop
and now it just 340 pm

omg omg omg
the time is killing me...
pass faster pleaseeeeee
later i wanna go to play baLL
wakakaka

luckily this few days weather very very nice..
can play ball everyday...
hehehehe

but i longing for the rain also..
better rain in night time la..
like that i can sleep soundly...
hahehihohu

recently sleeep not well..
hmmm...
here sour there sour...
plus play ball in the evening too...
nice..
tired si...
haha

time time time time
pass faster laaaa

最近，最静

我有一个四个月的假期


原本我还蛮期待这长长的假期
如今已过了两个月
结果不是我想象中的好

原本想找份工作来做
结果却每天吃喝玩乐
感觉上有点堕落（不只有点，是非常）

我很想赶快回去上课
我不要无所事事的每天
这样的日子难过死了

这两个月里的每天每天
都盼着会有些奇迹的事情发生（我也不懂是什么）
结果很像都只是平平淡淡的过了

最近的心情不怎么好
每次都想着相同的事情
就是那么的复杂

每次都想要关心你
但你却总是冷冷淡淡的回应
真的不知道该怎么办才好
寂寞了

哇哇，第一次用文字写了这么多
希望接下来的两个月里
会过的充实一些些

i miss the alarm...
i hope will have it again... =X

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

unfair

lalala

hehe

ok

hehe

ok

hehe

ok

hehe

ok

hehe

ok

hehe

ok

hehe

...

that's all??

...

what??

...

that's all lah~~

...

know??

...

i don't know

...

STUPID !!!

...

...

cant sleep

so play some facebook small games

hmmmm

quite interesting

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....
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......

adudu

每次



你什么都不说



只是



同样的那几句



真的



让人不知道



到底



你在想些什么









其实，我很害怕
真的很害怕

...

...

again

...

again

...

and again

...

feel so tired

...

HaiZ

...

sometimes, i would like to have more option

but seems that i am always too stup to have those options

...

speechless

i also dunno what am i talking about

...

what what

helllooooo

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...

...

...

what's the problem

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...

...

...

empty

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...

...

...

it's late

better get onto bed

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...

seeee yaaaaa

to the someone

HAIZ....

donno what happen

suddenly

felt so down

ahhhh.....

dunno how to express myself

stupid me

and

i wanna say

sorry~~!!

really sorry~~!!!

属于 - 梁静茹

我坚持的 都值得坚持吗
我所相信的 就是真的吗
如果我敢追求 我就敢拥有吗
而如果 都算了 不要呢

或许吧 或许我永远都不会遇见他
或许吧 或许我太天真了吧

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于风的 那就去飞翔吧
属于海洋的 那就汹涌的
属于我们的爱 该来的 就来吧
为什么 不敢呢 不要呢

是他吧 命中早就注定了的那个他
是他吧 他原来就在这里啊

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力

属于我的昨天之前的结局
我决定我的决定
属于我的明天之后的憧憬
我迷信我的迷信
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们再一起努力
属于我们点点滴滴的伤心
我们要各自忘记
属于我们闪闪发亮的爱情
我们还要努力

(nice nice nice song~~!!)